Day 18: Something you regret

I try not to live with regrets. I know everyone says that, but I really do. Looking back, there are few things I would have done differently. I should have gone to Wyatt's service, but I was scared of death. Little did I know what was to come. I should have been at Mrs Foster and Mrs Cassibo's services, but I didn't know about them in time.

I shouldn't have cheated on Jake and put us through what I did. This one doesn't have an "It wasn't my fault" justification to follow. I regret causing him pain, even if we were only 17.  It was still very real. If I had thought about someone other than myself for five minutes, I could have saved one amazing relationship and friendship. As for the other relationship lost from that scenario...I'm sad that we don't have it anymore. I really am.  I never pictured my life without her in it.  Do I regret anything between she and I?  Negative.  Perhaps we were both a little more harsh than what we should have been, but I don't take back anything I said or did.  I saw a whole other side to her that I do not want in my life.  It's unfortunate, but what happened is clearly for the best.